Hold up on Chapter Four for a sec.  Let me just say that reviewing my notes and writing this all down in order is a very depressing and unenviable job.  I don’t want to go back.  Going back brings it all… well back.  I was going to grow old with Manielle.  Fuck it.  Her name’s Danielle and I was going to grow old with her.  Way old.  And now… now I’m just writing this all down in order to process something that may not ever fully process.    To get over someone that I may never get over.  It FUCKING FUCKING FUCKATITTYALOUICIOUS SUCKS MAJOR FUCKING DONKEY DICK UP MY ASS!   Deep breath.  Now, Chapter Four: Dr. Dick.