Yes, I’m revisiting Saudade as a closing for this… whatever this thing is.  This pseudo book and writing it has brought me through a lot of the pain and now I’m at Saudade.  But a good Saudade.  A Saudade where the sadness, melancholy, and feeling of absence is lessened.  A Saudade where the longing and yearning is not for the past, but an actual longing and yearning for what happens next.